沒有女人,男人難以成長徵求妻的同意下,我開始追憶讓我懷念的女人。追憶跟敍述帶來繾綣,繾綣耗盡時,有時正是死亡時。原來想百分之一百坦白,書寫時才警覺坦白需要勇氣與道德。於是隱藏了二分之一或三分之二;或者卻也完全真實,只不過不想證實。我的戀情經常是悶悶的爆炸居多,多是純粹的,充滿浪漫想像的冒險,受傷的常是自己。書寫時,常要回到事件發生的時空,感受苦跟痛,再隔一段日子,年歲長了,可能會找不到追憶的路徑了。本來以為無傷大雅的,但仍會有後遺症,比如,妻會問:誰是那位女記者?誰是走索者?誰是那位潮濕的女孩?一概不予回答。妻又猜,你以前,到底有幾個女友?我也不想說。多數篇章頗情緒化,那是為了表現當時的情愫,不想刻意美化或隱藏。我心懷感激。沒有女人,男人難以成長。
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